I am working over 18 hours a day with my brian only... And I can tell you. This really sucks. I am down to the ground with my nerves and my mood... And finally today a friend of mine had a big wedding celebration there and I was invited too... It was, after all, too much fun for me and my mood compleately dropped becasue I had a lot of very painful memories coming back on me... A lot of "what if"s were haunting me, so I left to not sit aroud there with a long face. I didn't wanted to spoil their wonderful party. So... anyway. Have to work in another 5 and a half hours again.. So.. to bed with me. Only a few more weeks and then its over...