Where sadness drolls and happiness seems to be on the horizon, far away...

Where sadness drolls and happiness seems to be on the horizon, far away...
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Where sadness drolls and happiness seems to be on the horizon, far away...	Thursday, February 14. 2008 07:35
Valentines day. What more to say to that I sure fell strange. It is about 8 years past now that I found my true love. Valentines day is out anniversary. Tho strange this may sound it was not by choice, rathe rby coincidence this exact day. I still miss her very dearly and it still hurty more then words can describe to be forced to remember those happy moments we shared together in the knowledge that we can never again. After such a ling time, my mind finally starts to dawn to accept that as a fact and tries to see the possibility to live on. But its only my mind. My heart and soul still don't even see this possibility as an option. This - yet one may say it is a good thing - makes it a lot harder to live with, as now I know that it might be possible to live on, but my heart still aches. Not knowing those aches was in some strange way bliss and not beeing able to see and feel how much those things changed me disturbes me a lot. I can remember who I was those years ago... But it feels to me as a stranger - more happier person. At least an honest laught and a smile comes more frequent from my lips there days and there are weeks - yes Entire weeks where I do not have nightmares. Anyway.. for all of you out there - I wish you a wonderful valentine. Share those moments you have with those you love. It might be the last time you might see them, so cherish every second you have as if it was the last one.
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