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This really is business now

 Thursday, June 24. 2004 06:10
Whow. These days at the moment are the stress in person. I am sorry for everyone I haven't answered to yet. I simply can't find a moment when to sit down and even read most of what I get... I am sorry... I hope I might find some time to do this on the weekends at least.

And I hope that I, at least will have a quiet day on next weeks sunday... my birthday.
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90th birthday and bad headaches...

 Saturday, June 19. 2004 07:35
Yesterday was my aunties 90th birthday. You can guess I surely was there and we had a big celebration. Everyone from my family was there. Well - not much as you might have guessed. My mother, her friend, my uncle and his family and my aunt of course. Everything nice, you might say now, but well... My mother ignored my the hole time on the conversations on the table. Just only she spoke to me when the discussions turned to some nice topics like family and such things. My mother is the only person who knows about that my fiance dies in the wtc back then, but if you think she tried to guide the talks to another topic, because she knows this hurts me to death to talk about such things - no. She continued and held the discussion to those things, so i went through a painful hell between the starter and the dinner. It also pains me that my cousin ( a compleately fastideous brat, who doesn't even know how much the apartment is costing each month in which she is living in, becasue she doesn't need to pay for everything ) was talking about all those wonderful things she does and how wonderful and easy life is... hell - she has no idea about real life and talks like that.

Anyway... when I came home yesterday evening, i compleately was down. I had a real deep pit i have been fallen into again and I needed someone to help me out again and maybe cheer me up, hold me and just tell me things are doing better now... but there was noone here. It hurts to be so lonely... and even more to fear so much to not be lonely anymore and then to losse again.
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Heeeelllo.... ^..^

 Thursday, June 17. 2004 05:41
Hi hi. For all those, who miss me and haven't heared from me, I am still alive and here. I just got drowned in work somehow. But luckily things will be over in about 4 weeks or so. I miss a lot of you very much. I hope we can see again soon.
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Ui... what a week.

 Thursday, June 10. 2004 07:48
grinns That was a really weird week. Not that it's over already, but at least we have a holiday day today. Which means I can stay at home and catch up with housework, catch up some sleep and finally go post something here again and maybe catch a few friends ^..^

Well.. the weekend was not that good. I had a lot of depressing moments. I just felt very alone and noone was online when I had the time to be. I haven't heared from my best friends and loves for a while and just felt left alone. But happily I got mails back ^..^ I guess some mailtraffic was lost somewhere hmms The tuesday was a very interesting day on the other paw. We had a huge presentation at the faculty and I also needed to hold a speech there. There was a little bit too much media and press there for my taste. All those cameras and reporters *urg*... Not my speed to be honest.

And the great news yesterday: The ASB Yearbook is out for sale !!! runns around with waving arms and smiles all over Gimme gimme... g I just olny need to find a way how to get it. I guess I will ask my dear to catch it for me on AnthroCon and send it to me via package ^..^ mmmrs and smileS Hehe... one needs to me happy for the small things in life to be happy at all - hmm... strange wisdom.
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*sniff*

 Saturday, June 5. 2004 18:43
sighs a little and sniffs Well.. I am not feeling well tonight. I had too few minutes of sleep and I am badly depressed. I need someone to just hug me now... I feel lonely.
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