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 Thursday, January 27. 2005
17:40
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| Yay. As I went home from the trainstation tonight, it was snowing beautifully. The moon was shining through open patched clouds and the ground was lovely painted in a bluey white. Just a very romantic way home tonight. I just wish I could have time to savour this .. also someone else with me to share such moment. sighs a little and starts working on the prooving of a formular again
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Posted by FinFarenath
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 Tuesday, January 18. 2005
06:39
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| still chuckles Well, Originally I wanted to stay awake and wait for a friends phonecall yesterday evening. I was home about 20:30 ( that is 8:30pm for the ones in the USA ) and lay down on my bed, phone beside me and music smoothly playing. Lights off. And guess what - I woke up this morning, phone somewhere under the stuffies and me sleeping ^..^ On one paw, I am sorry, that I missed the phonecall, on the other paw, I am happy to finally got one good nights sleep. It's been a rare delicacy to be able to sleep more then 4 hours the night. And it seems I really needed this. I guess I should just force myself to get enougth sleep... Fells good to not be halfdead in the morning. Anyway - I am sorry to miss the call. I'll send an SMS at noon. huggles
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Posted by FinFarenath
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 Tuesday, January 11. 2005
19:11
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sighs Well, for one, because I am utterly exhausted from work today. Also, because of the upcoming work I still have to do this evening and night... not to metion to regular workday tomorrow again, but also the memories with this day. Today was a day when my brother and a very close friend to me had their aniiversary, last year. It brings tears to my eyes, remembering the wonderful time we all had together and the joy i saw in his and her eyes a year back. Now, today I sit here and just don't know how I possibly can express what I feel in words. I wanted to write a long letter to my brother trying to help him explain what I myself never understood or maybe ask if he could explain to me what had happened. But in all the trouble of work I never really found the time to sit down and write this letter... Now I sit here and hate this part of me for not writing. Maybe he could have explained things to me I didn't understand.... and on the other paw, I lost a very dear and loved friend of mine. She just disappeared... in the first place just locally from my place and went into a very strange flatsharing... I never found out what really happened there, but I fear she has been abused badly... But then in the end, she just compleately disappeared form here. At first I thought she went to her mate, my brother to america... but she didn't. The only thing i heared from her last, was in short that she would better not want to talk to anyone anymore... Well - what else can I possibly say than that I miss her terribly and hope she is okay... crying silently for an anniversary that was not meant to be celebrated...
And... Rogue... I hope you forgive me for not writing your calling you or getting in contact with you... work is simply consuming all my senses off me... I wish things could be different and I wouldn't have to work so much to get money I need for a living. But I hope that you will read this and know that I love you and still care for you and miss you, brother. gives a faaaaaar reaching and big hug
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Posted by FinFarenath
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 Sunday, January 9. 2005
09:00
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| Well well... Got a few minutes today to write some text here. Sadly I still am unable to use much of my server. I just don't have the energy to work on this in the night after a 16 hour hard day of work. Adding to that a 3 hour trainride each day. I need my sleep. And I am walking on bare teath so to say these days. I hope everyone is okay and doing well. I miss you all very much - VERY MUCH ! sighs and just feels exhausted and lonely
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