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Hm...

 Monday, September 26. 2005 17:13
I dont feel well tonight. I have somehow a depression this evening. It started somehow the afternoon and increases more and more over time. I guess it is because the massive lack of sleep over the weekend and the fact that my granfdather needed to go to hospital again because of his diabetis.

I just feel cold and alone tonight and would want nothing more then one of my friends here with me. Or on the phone or something. Just not needing to be here alone. But I also dont want to call them on my own... I mean... I dont want to bother them with my depression. What kind of a call would that make anyway, when I call and just sigh on the phone... would make everyone just hang off.

Anyway... I dont know why I write this. Maybe for the unrealistic hope that one of my friends reads this tonight and might call me... or just visit here to spend an hour or so with me...
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Some updates

 Sunday, September 25. 2005 06:33
Well. I haven't been active online a lot the last week. I just am stuck in a lot of work this month. And I am using my little freetime that I have to got some of the images I wanted to finish done. Just wanted to let everyone know that I am okay, yet sadly not online so often.
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Good week, bad weekend

 Saturday, September 10. 2005 13:15
Its this weekend again that I, myself tried to forget again. It is the problem of beeing remembered to the hurting truth by nearly all media and friends. It nearly is impossible to not think of my loves death and the more hurting facts of the how...

Anyway... I just be on myself and try to make the best of this day. Let's see how things go tomorrow... Maybe I will just go and draw my feelings out... i don't know.
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