Well... slept very few minutes the last night. Also had the most strangest dreams. Anyway - I had a wonderful time today and I am very happy that I finaly feel like a good friendship that I cared for a lot seems to be nearly fully mended again. This is something I really am happy for and for sure it really lifted my already rather dragged down spirits high. On the downside... I was at the hospital again this afternoon and saw my grandfather. He will have his surgery on tuesday and the doctor told me that the chances are extremely high that he will not make it... To be honest - I am scared. Really scared to loose him. He means a lot to me and I would not want to imagine a time without him. And I don't know what will happen on tuesday. I already am down with my nerves and probably will be compleately beside myself then... I just wish one of my friends could be with me then... but they are all more then a few hundret kilometers away. sighs
Well, my grandfather is better a little. He will have a bypass or a stant operation beginning next week. So I spent half the day with him in hospital again today. I really feel not well about all this... and only hope the best now. Its too often that he has such serious heartproblems.
I'll make this a short one. My grandfather came to hospital yesterday with a probable heartinfarction. It compleately threw my timeshedules over board. sighs I feel compleately down right now. Its the ... uhm... 4th time this happened since summer. Its not a good sign and really makes my nerves go bare and my mood drop to zerolevels. I just with that he will get better!
Also ( forgot to mention ) I had a testsetup for my cinema yesterday. And since the StarWars III came out on DVD yesterday we had a lot of fun watching it on the big screen with 4,80 meters width. Ohhh ha, I only hope I will not be stuck in front of that all day when I have the final setup. But the result is great. Homecinema here I come bounces around
Erm...just need the money to buy a new lamp for my projector... well.... and.. need the money for that grins Guess this dragon has to wait a while still smirks
Sure on Haloween I had a good party and a lot of fun. On the next day, well... yesterday actually I was ( as I am curently having my rooms cleared of all furnature anyway ) drilling holes for cables. The summing up of it all was 18 holes with 3,5 cm diameter and 50cm depth... and the dragons arms compleately worn out. Well well... but at least I have my cables inside the walls now and not hanging all around anymore. Looks cleaner and is not that much of a tripwire situation anymore ^..^