Just wanted to write a few lines about last weekend. It was a huge up an down and up weekend, concerning mood and feelings. But a wonderful one none the less. I can't start to express - not want to in public - how good it did to me and how much it gave me strength back to be with two most wonderful souls and was able to enjoy myself as well as gaining strength and feeling support. Hard it was, true, to open. But it was worth it.
Also took a few good photos of a lighting storm in the night and added the photos to my gallery. ( Sorry... no link at the moment - due to the reconstruction of the lair. But they will follow soon )
The diary engine is fully skinned for the new Lair design. Also I fixed a few bugs in the engine itself that were long overdue fixing. Now entries in the month and day display are correctly displayed and not the usual "no entries found" message when an entry existed even.
Have fun browsing through old stories and this and that ...
... I thought that long forgotten things would not so easily come back. Today I lost a very dear and very important soul to me. I feel empty and sad inside but I can not let things happen again that cost my life and gave me scars on my body that mark me as giving up my life once. I lost too much because of someone whom I found out is good friends with the one I just lost. I can never let that one, or friends of him come close to me again out of self protection, so I had to let go.
What started out as a good day, being happy to see him again, ended as a terrible, and painful disaster. I am so sorry I did this and had to shut you out. But I can never have anyone even give the chance to hurt me like the way that other one did, years ago.
I will never forget you, nor will my heart forget the friendship we built. But I also and more painfully can not forget what the other one did to me and how he used my friends to turn against me and backstab me.
Well well. While installing the new Lair here I stumbled upon an unexpected problem with the mod_rewrite of Apache. It tends to loop infinitely rewriting certain urls when in combination with other programs and stuff. To make a long story short - the artgallery is offline for a while until i can fix the gallery engine or maybe just use a prefacured one available.
Finally I have the new Lair online. It still needs a lot of fixing and content work, as well as reskinning the other parts of the lair, like the gallery or the furryfinder and so on.. but I am on a good way, I'ld say.