This weekend is/was the 3rd and last pawPetShow rehersal before Eurofurence. Besides a lot of fun, muscleach from laughting and a lot of fun - nothing of real importance happened Maybe this afternoon it will when we will try to play the whole thing in realtime - hehe.
A final note after the holiday in reken is that I truely found my love for horses back. I dont break down and cry when I am near horses. Maybe I will start again as I did before all those sad things happened. Horses were my life - spending most of the time with them - doing trainer licenses at fn and so much more - who knows - time will tell.
Just a short update of my holiday on horseback. Everything goes well and is a lot of fun. Tho I underestimated the fact that I already know all thosE things we learn and that I have a lot of time to reflect about those paste times. It is hurtful but good. I leaned over a horse today and silently wept - Evening tho noone notived. But it is a good pain I feel. It shows me that I am not already numb for the past and the painful memories.
On the other hand, SibSerag, TheCrow and Tillikum do great on horseback - having a lot of fun and already learned slow gait and turns. Tomorrow they will learn to trot Also I will put up some photos as a personal post for you
I am on vacation right now, enjoying horseback riding and great weather...
I will keep you all updated here about my holiday - mostly in my private section, I guess, so if you have one, use your login to read my messages and see pictures
After a long journey and a nasty traffic james around cologne, we finally arrived at the horseriding grounds. Doing a short checkin at the inn we will stay we took a little walk around the vincinity so to show the grounds.
Memories came back rapidly that moment - it truely had not changed much. The old centre still looked a lot like those many years ago. And almost all horses I did recognize.
Tomorrow will start our first day on - I am looking forward to meeting new people and may hopefully be able to getankt over my trauma. I miss horses deep inside me so very much.